This constant fear of making decisions hasn’t always been my biggest fear. First it was clowns, then snakes, then spiders. Now, well, it’s just a huge accumulation of all of these things.
The fear of making decisions is the one thing that has scared me the most since I started high school. I don’t really know why. Maybe it’s the fact that I’m scared that if I make a decision that people won’t agree with it. Or maybe it’s because I can never stick to one and always end up changing it repeatedly.
Recently, this fear has come into full effect. With having to decide between colleges, I don’t know what I am going to do. I am literally scared to death of having to make this decision. I know that I can always go back and change things, but if I can’t ever make a decision for me…how am I going to be able to make tougher decisions in the future?