Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Fear of Making Decisions

Decidophobia.

This constant fear of making decisions hasn’t always been my biggest fear. First it was clowns, then snakes, then spiders. Now, well, it’s just a huge accumulation of all of these things.

 The fear of making decisions is the one thing that has scared me the most since I started high school. I don’t really know why. Maybe it’s the fact that I’m scared that if I make a decision that people won’t agree with it. Or maybe it’s because I can never stick to one and always end up changing it repeatedly.

Recently, this fear has come into full effect. With having to decide between colleges, I don’t know what I am going to do. I am literally scared to death of having to make this decision. I know that I can always go back and change things, but if I can’t ever make a decision for me…how am I going to be able to make tougher decisions in the future?